His Note

I write this tonight for whoever finds it first, i plead you keep it hidden. I do not remember the last time i smiled out of complete happiness. It’s been so long since i felt need by you. This sadness is constantly growing turning my dreams into fears. I know you wouldn’t have stayed. I know you wouldn’t have begged. And why should have you...After all you had already found your "true love" and all i was.I was a pawn to help you get your king. I wish you would have still kept me, even if i would only be on the side. A secret, the one who truly made you happy, the one who learned all your spots, and memorized all of your moans. I hope when you find this you kiss me one last time and plead for me to wake up.... I’ll always be by your side. And I’ll wait for you because i know we weren't meant to live together in this life. But, maybe just Maybe ... I can have you in the Next...Goodnight Rani.